A beautiful creature called LOVE

Startling election, unfocused studies, miscellaneous daily tasks, gym, rumours and different sides of stories have made my life recently vigorous prima facie, yet so disordered in substance. On top of that, dirty politic scenes have confirmed my stand to abstain from being involved in it deeply in coming days, unless the Mighty One demands me to do it. Everytime I try to remind myself of my next station, I do face blurry perception about future. Big picture is always there awaiting me to paint it up, but I am so lost at gathering all the pieces of jigsaw puzzle in my daily affairs.    

Then another beautiful person has come into my life so abruptly. I did know her in the past, but that is simply a piece of knowledge about this girl per se. This week would be quite disappointing to me if not for her. An interesting reaction of chemistry seems sparkling in my heart whenever I meet someone special. This rarely occurs. And this time, I am sure, is one of the very few times. Longing to know her more. 

I believe in love.  

 

a fantastic or taxing road ahead?

This sem is gonna be so mundane if I don't have a big business plan born in my mind. I have planned this for several months, thinking of every possible roadblock in front of me. Feasibility, legal stand, time span, human resource, partners, strategy, tactics, university's viewpoint, company's financial consideration, allocation of benefits and available assistance have all come into my sight before I made such an important decision. Aside all these factors, I must not forget my emphasis on academics as well. A risky step must always have a back-up plan, isn't it? I must not let all these factors dilute the fact that an excellant result slip is still my major aim as a law student, as the result doesn't only show our superficial grade, but reflect our commitment and determination in learning our expertise too. How to strike the balance is indeed my biggest and most worrying concern right now.

Before today, I at one moment did think that everything will be run in quite an orderly format. I was wrong. Life is never constant, for if it were such a case, life would be nothing but death. Today two very fresh elements 'encroach' my life, whereby making me to wonder whether my decision to let them in is a right choice, whether the 'Say Yes' rule promoted in the film 'Yes Man' is practical in my current position, and whether I should welcome them with open arms. I seemingly have made a rather tricky yet challenging path--welcome both of them into my life, just like what the song 'Welcome to my life' is all about. In such a daunting and bold choice, there always lies some optical illusions which may gonna eat me out. Beware of them, John. Politics and oratory are always within my scope of favourite areas, shouldn't I let them slip through my fingers since they beckoned to me already, right? However, this time I am going to make sure everything is within my control. Absolute control. I must be conscious of what I am doing.(Sorry ya, Mr Socrates, borrow your words here without your consent :P )

Here I came, Mr Law, Miss Ringgits, the honourable Orator and the shrewd Nicolo Machiavelli. And never forget my CoCo. I hate CoCo though, but since it certainly would reserve a place for me in residential college, just let it be. Lol. Oh ya, this time gonna give up my 'kung fu' fantasy too!! We can't be too greedy, right? Or else life would give us a severe lesson for that. SaYoNaRa, kung fu.

a dream

Today when I woke up, it was already 1.45pm. Luckily I was awakened by my sister's phone call, otherwise, my fantastic dream would certainly drag on for infinite hours. A very simple reason for that--I didn't wanna wake up. Not because I am a lazy piggy, but the dream was simply too beautiful and too wonderdul, until it made me so reluctant to let it go. 

While I was having my lunch at room, the picturesque scenes in my dream just now continuously flashed through my mind, as if my subconsciousness still chose to stay within the fictional world. . .

I was in a majestic and luxurious ballroom, looking around randomly, seemingly in order to seek someone special. There were a lot of people familiar to me..wait, they were all my coursemates and seniors! Was it an annual dinner or something similar with that? I don't know, since no one spoke to me. They seemed so enjoyable and were chit-chatting all over the place. Sadly, I simply couldn't fit in. That was definitely not my style during usual days. Then I saw Her, and couldn't let my eyesight leaving from Her. Could She be the special one I was seeking in the ballroom? but wait, how could it be possible? She is my friend, man!! I just went out with Her two days ago. That is not the point. What matters most is that when I kept looking at Her, She seemed to sense that, and looked back at me. Then a demure smile...Oh my god!! What happened??? 

I approached her in a very direct manner, as if we had arranged to meet before this. Then looking into her eyes, I picked up her tiny left hand. A music started off, and we walked into the dancing floor. Of course, a dance was followed by that. How was my feeling at the moment? I don't know. Perhaps my language is not apt enough to give it a description. But I know, it was indeed very soothing....then we kissed. Unbelievable.

The music stopped, and I could hear a clap from our far west. Naturally, I looked to that way. Guess who I saw? It was Dr. Azmi. Huh?? very weird, you know, because Dr. Azmi hasn't taught me yet. So my question was--did he know me at that time? And then a great cheer went up from the crowd. Coincidentally, she and I, were at the centre of the ballroom, as if we were the performers, with an audience all around us. I saw her cheeks blush. The next thing I did, was holding her left hand tightly and storming out of the ballroom. Then I heard a ringing tone......

I woke up already.