bad mood, bad mood..arhhhhh !!!!

Things didn't get smooth for my whole last week. There had been a moment when I thought my work all this while may go to waste. Plus the MDO debate was cancelled at last minute...Really really wana shout....fXXk you, life!!

And here came my worst THURSDAY later on. A birthday party that made my mood fall to the lowest point had dampened my original getting-better emotion. I couldn't keep my head cool really. Yet I forced myself to fake my smile the whole night. Looked like I was really okay, okay to see my friend confess to the SOMEBODy, okay to keep myself in a distance with her, okay to take things easy....and so on... I hate myself!!! You are just a useless fellow, idiot!! And why again and again you always fall into this kind of stupid illusion?? Just because of some unrealistic fascinating chats??

John john john john, how stupid can you be? When can you ever learn your lesson?

But still, I have decided to let it go... goodbye, xiao bing, because I don't wana be jiang jun again.

Everything seemed to be so real, yet unreal. It reminds me of Socrates' words: Reality is illusion. 

Good luck today?? Sagittarius's good day today!!

It is said in the horoscope analysis in The Sun that there will be ideas that are 'swiftly turning into plans that could substantially alter' my life in a matter of days.

Ya, that's right. After my high spirit was dampened by a disappointing phone call to the UPTK Head yesterday, I ransacked my brain to think about my Plan B. Hooray, a whole new mechanism finally came up to my mind. A more pragmatic approach is to be adopted, in which I will need a more reliable middleman as my bridge with HEP to obtain the approval for my project. I decide to take the risk of doing things deviated from VC's original instruction. I won't care too much now. My only concern now is - make plan work !!! It's going to determine my future at least four years down the journey as an undergraduate, man!

'God' bless me. (I prefer to use the word 'Almighty', because I am rather a free-thinker ^^) The ideal middleman has promised to support me and make arrangement for me to meet relevant parties on next week. Now the only task I must accomplish is to get my KKD done.

I can see my 1st bucket of gold beckoning to me now $$$...hehe..Hopefully red tape won't screw up my dream.

Oh ya, today I saw Xiao Bing smile a lot too. I just wana say: your smile is very very very sweet!! :D 

All right, wana stop my hands now. Gonna study before time gets late. It's pretty late though, almost 11pm already : ( 

A piece of advice by Art Harun

“Everything declines after reaching perfection, therefore let no man be beguiled by the sweetness of a pleasant life"

Delicately written advice by my idolized blogger to the UMNO.

I like it. This warning serves everybody in fact, including me : )