Goodbye, My First Love.

Dear,

Goodbye. It is inevitable. I have started to accept the reality. I believe.

It is so painful. Non-stop crying for 5 hours made me feel like shit. All kinds of happening between us during these 3 years came into my mind.

And yes. It was the first time that I got drunk that night. And first time that I smoked.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! Argh!!!! How can this shit happen?? You are already part of my life, do you know that??

But I will be fine. It may take weeks, months or even years, but I believe the sorrow will be buried one day.

Regards,
Idiot John