Friends, end of 1st year, coming venture N my HeArt

Just finish my challenging yet terrifying law exams. Oh, gosh... I love law, but why there is such thing called EXAM in this world??? tell me why, tell me why, my All-Mighty up there!!! I barely had a nice sleep these few weeks. But so far so fun, keke. Lucky to have all my mechanical heng tai dilute my anxiety for exam preparation for the last two weeks. (particularly Fee Fee^^)

In short, my recent life: Fun+Study=my study week+exam week 

 

And I really felt shocked for a complaint from my friend+cousemate+good friend today. (really not sure whether I am a good friend in his mind, coz he seemed so fed up with me....) Then I started to ponder over my GooD DeEds for the last whole year. I found that I am really a friend who always drags friends down into the trouble. If I really have someone whom I let down the most this year, I think the person should be him. Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, YCS. I promise, I assure you, I vow, I swear...I won't trouble you again. Because the more you help me, the more I feel guilty to you. N I know sometimes you were simply 'unduly influenced' by me to lend me a hand. Anyway, just wana say, thank you, TRUE FRIEND.

Before I say goodbye to 1st year, I wana thank someone. Mrs Pig, thanks for morning call me everytime. And another thank for being my source of motivation. I vowed to you already, if I score well this time, I will dXXX you. A sacred promise from me to you. I call it consideration, since you like contracts law so much. N thanks to contracts too. Because of it, I manage to know you better before our 1st year ends.  Because of contracts, I have a covenant with you. I don't really know whether you take it serious or not, but this round, I tell you, I am serious. My heart has dried up for pretty long time already...whatever achievement that I am able to reach still won't complete my life, my soul and my heart. I need someone to stay inside my heart. Nothing is more meaningful and beautiful on this Earth than having a soulmate who knows who you are, what you want, and makes you feel happy simply because she is just beside you. Your smile, your voice, your any single gesture or movement always make me feel so much warmth inside my withering heart. I need your moisture of LXXX to revive me. 

To whoever I have met for the last whole year, I wana thank you too. You have made my life a better place to live in, either for a learnt lesson or for a fun time with you. And I wish myself a better tomorrow for my upcoming business venture, life adventure and lastly...soulmate. John, keep it up. You can be better, stronger and tougher. Enjoy your life game.

One more thing, I am still keeping my friend's foot as my wallpaper on laptop. I think I am still missing her. Haiz..weird, weird, weird.. I still can't understand myself, obviously, in this kinda thing. 

 

And finally, mum, happy birthday!!! I will be back soon...