What I want is simple in fact

Few years ago, I was so afraid of being tied to somebody, as I noticed the fragility of my heart. The feeling of being hurt could always come back to haunt me whenever I felt lonely and moody. I could barely afford a minor blow in this respect. Today it's back.

I thought I have become tougher inside after I found her back. Sadly, it was merely an illusion. I am still the small boy who wants care more than any others around me.

For quite a number of times, the girl voiced out her concern over my bewildering aim. She was worried of the possibility of my dwindling time spent with her. 'I am a more future-oriented guy', that is the way I answer her usually. 'It's our future that I am looking forward to build, girl.' I thought she understood me. I am the eldest in family. My family needs me to prosper. Hence I must have a different kind of mentality to cope with both the financially and psychologically demanding hot soup that I am in.

Here she is. I think I really need her today. But my voice seemed to be so annoying to her ears. Perhaps that was only my perception. Hanging up the phone was virtually the only choice I had. The feeling haunts me back again.

What I want is simple. It is only you.